Archive for December, 2007

the last day of 2007

Monday, December 31st, 2007

one more hour to 2008.

i wish . . . . . .

- song currently stuck in my mind: No air by Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown.

Tell me how im supposed to breathe with no air (air)
Oooh….

Jordin Sparks
If I should die
before I wake
It’s cause you took my breath away
losing you is like living in a world
with no air
Ohhh…

Chris Brown
I’m here, alone
didn’t want to leave
My heart won’t move
it’s incomplete
wish there was a way
that I can get you to understand

But How
Do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe

Chorus
Tell Me How I’m supposed to breathe with no air
Can’t live can’t breathe with no air
thats how i feel whenever you ain’t there
Its No Air No Air
Got me out here and the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
if you ain’t here i just can’t breathe
It’s No Air No Air

No air air ohhhh
No air air noooo
No air air ohhhh
No air air

Chris Brown
I Walked
I Ran
I Jumped
I Flew
Right off the ground
To float to you
Theres no gravity
To hold me down
Foreal

Jordin Sparks
But Somehow
I’m still alive inside
You took my breath
But i survived
I don’t know how
But i don’t even care

So How .. How

Do you expect me .. Me
To live alone with just me .. Ohh
Cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe

Chorus
Tell Me How I’m supposed to breathe with no air ohhhh
Can’t live can’t breathe with no air ohhh
thats how i feel whenever you ain’t there
Its No Air No Air
Got me out here and the water so deep .. So deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me .. Without Me Yeah
if you ain’t here i just can’t breathe
Its No Air No Air

No air air ohhhh
No air air ohhhh
No air air ohhhh
No air air No More

uhh uhh uhh
No Air ohhh
uhh uhh uhh Baby
No Air ohhh
uhh uhh uhh
No Air

Its No Air No Air
Heyyy..
Oooooo..
No Aiiiiiir
Oooooo..

Ooooohhhhhhh

Chorus
Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air ohhhh
Can’t live can’t breathe with no air
thats how i feel whenever you ain’t there
Its No Air No Air
Got me out here and the water so deep .. So deep
Tell me how you gon be without me … Without Me Yea
if you ain’t here i just can’t breathe
Its No Air No Air

Do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe

Chorus
Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air ohhhh
Can’t live can’t breathe with no air
thats how i feel whenever you ain’t there
Its No Air No Air

Jordin Sparks
Got me out here and the water so deep

Chris Brown
Tell me how you gon be without me

Jordin Sparks
if you ain’t here i just can’t breathe

Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown
Its No Air No Air

No air air ohh
No air air ohh
No air air No air

Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown
No Air…

- 2nd song stuck in my mind: Tattoo by Jordin Sparks

Oh, oh, oh

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I’ll get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I’m wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing’s broken
No need to worry ’bout everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back, got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I’ll always have you
I’ll always have you, I’ll always have you)

I’m sick of playing all of these games
It’s not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn’t deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I’m wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

(Just like a tattoo, I’ll always have you
I’ll always have you)

If I live every moment
Won’t change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you

^This two songs are going to accompany me count down for my new year.^

p.s for Tattoo: Quota from MIAMI INK- tattoo stay forever, love can fade the next minute. Tattoo stay longer than Love.

Well, is true….but it doesn’t mean that i’m not believe in love or what… jz agree with it. that’s all =) ….plus, can’t and won’t get any tattoo in my life so what i can i do is stay tune on MIAMI INK. i prefer MIAMI INK than LA INK. don’t ask me why.

anyways…..HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 everyone!!

What left behind…

Sunday, December 30th, 2007

One more day to 2008. I’ve been through alot of things during 2007 but there’s still some things that i will left behind with regret.

1. Fat on my body (i believe they will never want to leave my body!)

2. Miss out Linkin Park Live concert in Singapore!!!! (OMG~i saw their live concert clips…i was like…wtf…i should have went to their concert!)

3. Fail my business law (have to retake it NOW.still blaming myself.)

4. Less time with family and friends back in hometown. (IF only i’ve pass my business law,i would have much more time with them.)

5. Spent lotss money on unnecessaries things. (i mean im staying in sg this year,how can i resist the temptation of shopping?? im a WOMEN~hiak hiak….)

6. Non-stop argument with someone. (even until NOW…)

But hopefully everythings will get better on 2008. And like the usual me, hope to get everythings new to welcome the new year.

1. Laptop. (VAIO~~wait for me….i’m getting you soon!)

2. Handbag. (MIU MIU…long way to go)

3. Clothes and Shoes. (having them ALL now!!)

4. Handphone. (Someone said will get it for me.sorry…i didt mean to hurt you with my words.i really appreciate everythings that you’ve done.)

5. New Hairstyle. (plan to have a new hairtyle after my paper which is end of the month.)

6. Contact lens. (want to try the soft lens.i’ve been using the hard lens for 2years…want to try something new.)

7. Purse. (my mom promise to get me a GOOD purse.as in very GOOD that kind but until now…im still using my old purse…im now putting my eyes on F***I…mom, don’t be stingy k?!)

Basically, those are things that i wish to have or getting it soon. well,i think i will jz stop here. is kinda moody to blog now. anyway, i’ve been a very good girl this year…pls grant my wishes…. =/

yesterday~

Sunday, December 9th, 2007

yesterday was 8.12.07. i am above 18 and i am in Singapore but i missed something BIG.

Zoukout2007girl_2

YES! I MISSED ZOUKOUT 2007!

Undenieable that i always wanted to go Zoukout since i was in form5 when i first found out this festival. But i never have the chances to go. However,this year i have a very GOOD chance to "participate" the Zoukout 2007 since i’m in sg. but…i missed it…

The very 1st and main reason i didt go is, i don’t want to break my promise and get into troubles AGAIN. i’ve ady kicked the "party life" habit~~ no jokes…

2nd, am too old to get involve with those parties and alcohol drinks~~~ hohoho… heart disease man….

3rd, i don’t have the "models body" to fit in a bikini or a swimming suit. sad…huh…

So….with all those 3reasons,i have disqualify to "participate" the Zoukout. i mean i’ve disqualify for the rest of Zoukout.

look at this….

Zoukout 2007 - part of the party. Imagine…how HUGE it was.  i was told that there were like 10 DJs with different styles and 2 live band were perfomed on stage from 8pm to 8am the next morning! Gorgeous~

Anyway~ I AM A GOOD GIRL. *emphasize* =)

trying hard to be a good girl~

Wednesday, December 5th, 2007

i want money.officially broke.want to work and get pay.i feel sad whenever i did window shopping.you guys must be wondering do i really did window shopping?! YES, I DO!! i just don’t feel like spending my parents money and try to save LOTSS money. for what?! spend?! :S i guess is still the same = spending parents money. that’s why i want to work and get pay.spend own money and no financial control must be fun.

try to survive with $40 within 2week. so means $20 per week.possible or impossible?! i still want to try. 1st,must kick my starbucks habit.i’m so gonna miss it!!! (miss ruth…mana halzenut hot chocolate saya?! ter-expired d isnt?! i will never forget~~haha) 2nd,cook myself. I CAN COOK k… 3rd,stop entering HMV and bookstore! but…one more thg is a must for me to spend… TRANSPOT FEES!!! i guess i need to top up SOON~ damn…i think i’ve been toping up almost every week.itch…how?! stay at sch?! haha…just kidding…

And about the uni thingy…am abit worry…not abit actually quite… they gave me the wrong campus.is nearer to city and my DAD obviously prefer i staying there but…*sob*… i don’t want. sent them 2 email different department yestd but i’ve told that their reply is f****** slow~at 1st i plan to call them up but when i check the time, the office over there is close. pray hard that they can change for me. i’ll do anythg to change campus…hopefully there’s still place available.

the wether here is like 24 hours raining! i guess in malaysia too. so, everyone take care ya. miss everyone in malaysia exspecially those who have finish STPM…so happy,they’re having holiday now. me too want to join them!!

i need a job with high pay and DO NOTHING. =p the best is converted into sg dollar $$$. haha…. do i sound like a "money face" person…. i don’t want to know!haha…is hard being a good girl by less spending parents money and save more.sigh…