n.G daylife

i regreted what i’ve done but the changes that i’ve made….god knows.for me…i want to keep it all,will never wash it away no matter how.though,we are now not keeping the same things,i wish we still own the same things.

i thought thing getting better.but somehow when things changed, it’s killing you every single minute.

hating myself.for being too dependent and THAT feeling inside me.is hurting me but i promise to stay strong be the girl that i used to be.stand by my own feet n be ANGIE.one day i might breakdown and cry silently.but still i will stand by my own feet till the end…

although is killing me,but still im willing to go against it.but will it work? time will prove it to me.but how long can i stand for the pain? i will put myself into a numb mode.so that i can stay till the end.

let’s jz think it the other way,is karma…i deserve for it.i feel better now.gosh…how badly i need a blue sky or a beautiful stars in the sky.and lying there watching them wit a peaceful heart.i don’t want to feel my heart beat that remind me of my pain.bring me to somewhere wit beautiful sky.

i hope that my sadness and emo-ness wont spread to others.

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