i need to get back on my own feet. make it possible. eventhough not enough time. but never too late. though is abit too late. aargghh….whatever….im talking abt…….NOTHING….
i need a hazelnut hot chocolate wit cream (Grande) now~
*sob* i wan rest.hugging my pillow n xing fu but CANNOT sleep.
heck care.will sleep after playing msn game.
nite .i don’t wan nightmare tonite.
i need extra time.i need rest.i need to shop.i need to concentrate.i need to stop sleeping.i need stop crap.i need to stop blogging now!
i hate exam.
so stress up for what? in the end, you might not get what you want. yea.i mean i might fail my paper.
im still awake . . .with this song ：
勇气-张震岳 (click for the song)
需要一点勇气
来对你说对不起
他一直在你的心中
我还爱上你
知道这样不行
偏偏继续下去
怎么会有结果
是我想太多
没有方向看不清楚在徘徊
我知道我一定
走不开
漫长的路寂寞的夜
在心里面哭泣的夜
你明白吗
只想在你的身边
我没有勇气没有力气
真的无法离你而去
你明白吗
只想在你的身边
你身边说爱你
需要一点勇气
来面对现在的心情
也许时间依旧
很快就忘记
知道这样不行
偏偏继续下去
怎么会有结果
是我想太多
没有方向看不清楚在徘徊
我知道我一定
走不开
漫长的路寂寞的夜
在心里面哭泣的夜
你明白吗
只想在你的身边
我没有勇气没有力气
真的无法离你而去
你明白吗
只想在你的身边
漫长的路寂寞的夜
在心里面哭泣的夜
你明白吗
只想在你的身边
我没有勇气没有力气
真的无法离你而去
你明白吗
只想在你的身边
你的身边说爱你
listening to this song while the wind is blowing on my face.我需要勇气 for everythings。。。加油。。。
i regreted what i’ve done but the changes that i’ve made….god knows.for me…i want to keep it all,will never wash it away no matter how.though,we are now not keeping the same things,i wish we still own the same things.
i thought thing getting better.but somehow when things changed, it’s killing you every single minute.
hating myself.for being too dependent and THAT feeling inside me.is hurting me but i promise to stay strong be the girl that i used to be.stand by my own feet n be ANGIE.one day i might breakdown and cry silently.but still i will stand by my own feet till the end…
although is killing me,but still im willing to go against it.but will it work? time will prove it to me.but how long can i stand for the pain? i will put myself into a numb mode.so that i can stay till the end.
let’s jz think it the other way,is karma…i deserve for it.i feel better now.gosh…how badly i need a blue sky or a beautiful stars in the sky.and lying there watching them wit a peaceful heart.i don’t want to feel my heart beat that remind me of my pain.bring me to somewhere wit beautiful sky.
i hope that my sadness and emo-ness wont spread to others.
isnt it no one reading my blog or viewing my profile besides the two loving couple who left comments on two of my previous blog and my profile is full wit their comments too!!! u TWO….yea…im talking abt u TWO…….don’t so loving in front of me can not??? i jealous….itch….
anyone out there pls drop your comments for me!!don’t let theirs comments flood my blog n profile~~~~~
my blog n profile’s comment are drowning~~drowning…………….
what less than 3week???of course back to malaysia!!gosh~cant wait! but whenever i think of the final and assignments……i was like…..pls give me extra time but i cant wait to go home~~
jz due my macro assignment yestd,law due on mon AND stats due on fri…i cant understand why there’s still alot of assignments to due since the final is so near….and yes…started to feel stress d….. and as usual…..i will start to eat alot n alot n alot…..and will become fatter and fatter…….
ok….dun think and talk abt the stress n sad part d…. i think im goin to see my dad n my mom in one more month time!miss them….or perhaps…..i cant wait to see them coz they comin down spore and i can do shopping~~hiaks hiaks….(OMG…im so cunning…)but honestly…i didt do shopping for long time d….i wan new cloths…new heels(didt wear heel for a decade d…. X( sad..)…but but…i think i jz did my shopping durin my bday when i went down kl…haha….did i?! NO….i didt i didt….i jz purchased….i didt buy…lolzz….nonsense…jz feel like buying somethg….
i dun feeling writing much 2day….got to continue wit my law assignment! alot to do….alot to read….what must this world have law?!i don’t know….whatever…….someone pls read the law book for me and key in into my brain~who can help me??? i will really really appreciate it~~~
now is all about negligence mistatement,tort,contract,standard of care,remoteness…………………………………. x(
i did somethg which was not so angie today. and i guess oni ruth will know what was that. im glad that you’re they wit me ruth. when u appear offline and pop up with :"dear, how are you?" i was completely…………. i duno why?! it jz happened!! mayb is after moved in the new house got no wireless for 2 days. then i was really by my owe this two days. and somethg terrible happened and i felt so helpless wit no one wit me. it was the worst part of my life. sometimes if you think what you did is right but it doesn’t mean is right for the others. now i hope i can catch up wit my studies and assignments. countdown-ing for the final exam. i don’t think i can make it this time.
