n.G daylife

well . . .for me is quite lonely during weekend plus i dun feel like goin out.i still remembered when i was in kl i used to hang out wit ruth n she will come over my place 2 overnight then we’ll chat till the nex morning n go 4 shopping or go n catch a movie wit gunawan or hanging around SS15 wit huei jiun 2 try new food and got bec sum food for katrina who doesn’t like to eat n walk!haha…in my hmtown kb…i miss those nite tat went out yam cha wit a bunch of frens…ex schmates…frens…family…n went to syea’s house 2 waste time…lee yee come over my house n overnight n the nex day went out wasting time.i miss those days tat while i’m driving n u guys singing loud at the back…and talk nonsense which make me laugh while i need 2 concentrate on my driving too!!is such a wonderful time!!i just miss those days…miss my frens…when m i goin 2 meet u guys again?!still a question mark????frens…..hows the life over there?!i miss u guys!!!is must be great if i still staying in malaysia.life would be more exciting…so as a conclusion…singapore is a place to study but not a place to hv fun.so wat can i do is jz accept it since i came here to study….*sigh…april is a busy month for me coz all the assignment due on the april.jia you jia you!!!

Life is getting busy now.so is kind of forget all those worry and stress.Lately started to eat alot.i used 2 become like this when i start study specially when i feel stress.*sigh*.sad case rite?!coz after eatin will sit down n study or eating while studying.so n.G will become fatter n fatter~~haha…ok…now come 2 my course part.i now realise that all the subject i took are deal with WORDS!so what i need to do is read and memorise abit all those principles,skills,functions and bla bla…i’m ok wit it coz i’m not that intersting with numbers.goin to hv accounting 1st lesson this friday.hopefully is like what i have learn frm SAM.coz i HATE accounting!!today hv cls frm 9am to 4.30pm…is quite tiring.close my eyes 4 awhile inside the mrt coz today i’m freak lucky 2 get a sit!!haha…then go n grap a cheese cake n waffle peanut at the toa payoh central.damn full.coz i hv a big bowl of ramen 4 my lunch but i still kept eating jz non-stop.i duno why.anyway i love the ramen!! i hv forgotten the restaurant name d.is introduced by yilin n carmen,is called volcano ramen which mean really spicy but i dun find it that spicy coz….u know i’m frm kelantan ma~~haha…love spicy food.ohhh…summore wit a plate of sum sort like a fried chicken watever coz i hv forgot the name.quite nice oso.haha….yesterday i was talkin phone wit my mom n she said that they might be comin down 2 visit me during april.i now i cant wait 4 april!!but there’s alot of assignment due on april….*sigh*…nvm…i think i can finish it on time.now i realise that lecture is diff frm the teacher teachin in the sch las time.coz lecture is like the lecturer talkin crap in front of there n if u understand then u’re lucky.if u’re not…then good luck 2 u.for me is like half half.so i need 2 study by myself after the cls n it is soooo tiring~~~no choice…i need 2 pass all my paper…is my blog sound abit cheerful n muz more hapi 2day?!haha….

-w0rrY-

i thought that study in singapore instead of in aus might can help me go into the 2nd year of monash uni because the classes are smaller n i can understand easily but NO!or mayb i can say that i should go 2 aus straight away together wit huei jiun n kang yun they all.i said so because the lecturer here is kind of "blur" (a better description)!summore is the management n the marketing which are the 1st time i goin to study abt!for microeconomics at least i hv 1 year of econs background.so….how i goin 2 pass all the paper?!u all feel that i can pass all my paper?!*sigh*difficult~~summore i think at my hometown my daddy is facing alot of probs.i’m worry abt him too.daddy…take care ya n i love you!

-stResS-

as above the lecturer that i met in my class giving me alot of stress.i afraid that i can’t pass all my paper n i need the average of 60% to enter the caufield campus!!!that’s mean at least all of my paper need 2 get 60% so that i can get my 60% of average!!damn worry!!!how m i goin to make it if the lecturer are like….fine!!work hard by myself…plus the accounting class havent start yet.duno how it goin to be summore accounting is my "strongest" subject!!!aarrghhhh~~~ WHATEVER~~~i muz keep on movin.i know that my dad n mom hv huge expectation frm me.i promise i’ll do my best…i won’t let anyone that love me n believe in me down.NEVER GIVE UP~

+++I have no time for other things except study!!!+++

eventhough i’m stress.i’m worried.i’m tired.i’m scare.i miss my home.i’m out of time.i’ll keep on movin.never stop movin . . . . . .

life in singapore is not easy.everythings is expensive.everyday need to walk.everynight just go online.class goin 2 start next week.just think of study rite nw.no others things.i duno why i feel so emo living in singapore.is not that i dun like this beautiful n wild city but…i duno why…i just feel emo living in this space.yesterday p.yang introduce me the chemical romance new song, I DON’T LOVE YOU.the lyrics go like I DON’T LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVED YOU YESTERDAY~~yea…never love yesterday coz…yesterday was not as beautiful as today.every nite i can see the nite view of singapore clearly and it is so beautiful n busy.but i’m alone in the room wit my laptop.maybe my dad is rite…oni suffer for 8month then life can b more easier.hopefully….

yup yup~~jz came bec from singapore tis morning.i wana thank 2 my high heel which make my foot freakin pain!!!coz i walk alot in spore…the day i reached spore i started 2 walk until the day i leave spore!!!can u imagine it???my god!!and then i realise tat spore women never wear high heel or the most they jz wear 2inch high heel.but mine is 3inch!!!painful~~~~~ok…let talk about the journey in spore.1st i went 2 hv a look on the place tat i plan to stay.the 1st choice is home stay,single room,laundry,can cook,internet access, apartment,no any home rules,abt 5min walkin distance to mrt station,mrt 40min to sch furthermore need to change 1 station and $600.2nd choice= living wit indo ppl study in same sch diff course,sharing room,condo,no any rules,laudry,internet access,can cook,electricity,gym room,swimming pool, 10min walkin distance to mrt station,mrt 11min to sch and $650.OF COURSE~~~i choose the 2nd choice….1st reason…NO HOME STAY!!!2nd reason NEAREST TO MY SCH!!40 min?! change 1 station?!NO WAY!!although i living wit indonesians but i dun mind coz i hv indo frens b4 (gunawan…i’m talkin abt u le…hehe) and need 2 share a room wit a person.but nvm…jz 1year there…can make new frens and loo pey yang said he wil b my tour guide there.(u better dun break ur promise if nt i’ll break ur neck!haha…jk jk…)$650 is damn expensive 4 the rent!!!!if convert to RM is abt RM1500 per month!!!!!!wat the hell?!!i can buy duno hw many clothes in malaysia if i still study in malaysia la…damn sakit hati la…*sob*…tis mean no shoppin in spore anymore…jz study study!!!!then 2 get my student pass i need 2 do my medical check up…the f*ck!n male nurse!!damn not professional!!!i’m afraid of blood test and then he took my blood like so cincai cincai like tat!!then nw my hand there’s big area of blister!!stupid~~~~~no more blood taking in tis year!!!twice is enuf!!x-ray too!!!twice is more than enuf to kill my body’s cells!!!huh…..btw bought shoes there….hehe…in control la…..haha….leavin tis tuesday…..*sad*..