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okie…this whole year was a nightmare 4 me! it’s been the whole year sumone has put her eyes on me!!but then she is not a lesbian but a busy body person!lately i heard more frm my parents n even my friend to wat she had said!!crazy man~~is totally different stories!make up her own stupid stories!then fine…she told everythgs abt me to her "big boss" (i dont wan 2 meantion who tat)…sh*t… tat one even worse~~~~talk more n make more intersting stories…fine…now the whole world thought tat i’m havin problems wit my life!! FUCK YOU la~i have my own life n own freedom n even i hv problems oso is none of ur business!!take care of ur own business n shut ur stupid mouth off! if u talk more i’ll make u eat my shoes n beware of ur motherf*ck*r secrect too….coz i’m goin 2 shout out loud n tell the whole world abt scret!!so b*tch…u better appreciate it b4 ur secrect know by others!!!summore…i might nt b a doctor.lawyers or engineers but i tell u I’LL SUCCESS IN MY LIFE !!!!jz get loss frm my life…U ARE NOT THE ONE WHO DECIDE MY LIFE AND MY FUTURE~~~~oh ya…one more thg…i hate ur horny voice…its make me wants to vomit!!aone who is reading my blog…DUN EVER BELIEVE SOMEONE THAT WIT AN ANGEL FACE….BCOZ THEY HAVE AN EVIL HEART ~~~~~ somehow u’ll get it bec one day!! i’m cursing u………if there are angels exist in this world…. u are not an angel !! f*ck off sl*cth n shut up!!u make me piss off n hate u(s)!!!!!!!

is 3.41am n i jz cant get 2 bed.alot of thgs are in my mind.seriously alot.i never tot being an adult is such a hard thg 4 me.all the pressure frm study,relationship,parents and life.is not tat i didt try my best 2 get good result, get a better mark,higher TER marks but then everythings is nt like u think u hv sacrifice n u’ll hv reward on it.i might b stupid but at least i hv tried my very bez.daddy…i really think tat i’m nt into business…i hate account alot alot…i wana b ur good daughty n get my degree 4 u.b wat u wish me 2 be…i really wan 2….but i think no University will accept me wit my loussy result.2006 is goin 2 ended soon which mean SAM is goin 2 finish soon.time fly~its hv been 1 year i hv come kl n study n live by myself n spend my days in K1…K1-a class tat will make me think of alot of thgs.frens.teachers.assignments.presentations.exams.memories wit frens.i really hv a wonderful years in K1.aaarrgghh…..i gonna mizz SAM n all the people in K1 badly!!n all the bicthy stuffs in K1!!HAHAHA…..i hate arguement….i’m made frm water.an invisible water.i cried in the dark when no one can hear me.no one can see me.i hate the taste of my tears.i hate the way its full fill my eyes til i cant see thgs clearly.i hate the way its droped on my face n no one care abt it.if let me chose once again…i’ll never chose to born in this world….this world is wonderful.but my heart n my soul are gettin painful day by day…is 4 sumthgs in the mornin…i’m still here….try 2 save myself…….