n.G daylife

huh~i hv used 2 it tat whenever near my bday….all the bad thgs will fall on me….e’thgs……let c wat happened 2day….at 1st i tot i lost my handphone….at tat time i realise i hv lost my hp…i was nt in college d….den i rush bec 2 my class which is at the 4th floor of taylors main campus with my high heels….but den i couldn’t find it!!!!n guess wat i run down again n wen bec 2 JM n ask whether i hv left my hp there…but my handphone ws nt there….i felt like goin crazy tat time!! keep using my fren’s fon tried 2 call my fon….it can reach but no 1 pick up..den FINALLY sumone using my hp called my fren’s hp….n tat’s my classmate!!! he said he hv found my hp….THANZZ GOD!!!den when i tot i can used my hp 2moro wen my frens gv it bec 2 me….who noes tat my mom hv block my fon line!!! n i get scold by her summmore coz make her do more job!! is nt my mistake kkk….i hv noe hp 2 fon u mom!!!den no hp 4 2 days…..fine….get peaceful life den….huh….2day…i finally realise hw was it wen i lost my hp…..i’m so tired nw…sleep…………

okie…i dun wan 2 plan anythgs 4 my bday ady….everythgs end up with nothing…so my 18th bday is goin 2 b a peaceful nite which sleep den reply those who wish me happy birthday by sayin thank you den mayb a cake…in my dream..on the 18th bday….but 4 those who same like me celebrating their 18th legal bday would be in the club or k with few jug of beer….okie…angie…u r lame kkk….i noe i noe….but can i do??!!watever….i noe all my frens bz wit their study….i think i shud really try once celebrate by myself in the room den wispeard 2 my n wish myself happy birthday or sing 4 myself….aniway….i’m gald i still hv my dad accompany me….one more question 2 those who are reading my blog….hw long since u guys laz cried??! it muz b a decade long d rite?!nothing…jz askin bcoz i seem like duno hw 2 cry or drop my tears ady i mean cry 4 my own life…coz i remember wen i laz cried was…i watched the LAKE HOUSE in the cinema…damn touching….but den i didt cry 4 my own life 4 quite sum time ady…..i wonder if i can get out of the waiting list??!! coz i dun wan 2 b in there…i feel so terrible in the list…..but i cant do anithgs….if only i can make another choice…i will never choose tis path….i’m tired….

here come my new blog…laz nite i was given one more promise again….should i jz wait n let the promise bcom reality…but seriously i feel so hopeless n no confident at all…i wana see n feel how the feeling is after years but between these years i’m sure tat alot of thgs goin 2 happen and thgs are changing all the time!!! can all these b overtime by time?!?!but dud…reality n fairy tale is 2 different thg…i mean u can tell me the fairy tale story wen i was a small little gurl but then….harlo..i’m goin 18 in 1 week time…great!! being a big gurl facing the reality world let me feel more reality n desirable!!!okie…all i can do nw is jz wait n c…n abt my stupid study…is i hv finish all my test except 4 my math n i still hv 3 more assignment 2 go…shittt….1 IT coursework…1 ECONS presentation n 1 MATH CI !!!! and then all my 60% internal marks is finish!!!actually is gone la….haiz..so damn worry abt my TER n summore i nit 2 apply the U d nw…so sad…i scare no U will accept me…..jz left it 2 the fate….

well………….nothing muz happened 2day…oh ya…my math test n yea..i hv screw up everything!!!soo…i dun wan 2 mention anythg abt it at here!!!my mind is blank 2day n i dono wat the hell i’m doin….i dun even noe wat i’m typing nw…ooo…feel like learning hip hop dance although i know is hard but damn enjoyable!!!summore body shape can becom thinner n slimmer!!!haha..tis is wat i wish 4!!!okkkk….i wana end here d….m i feel boring 2 ?! i mean v my life n life….dud….wat m i talking abt?! crab~~~better end here….chaozz..haiz…