Archive for June, 2006

wHy sh0Ld l!fE StrUgGle ?!

Tuesday, June 27th, 2006

huh~2day is a tough day 4 me.feel like cryin after acc class.i never tot tat i m so damn idiot!the acc type is retail but i chose all.so i spend 35min doin the wrong stuff den left 25 min 2 do all over again!!i m a super idiot rite?n it is 10 marks 4 the internal….not feel like studyin animore.ppl didt study muz oso can bcom a success businessman or an milionair or bilionair…y cant I?! because tis world is a reality world.no 1 can b perfect as an angel even u wanna b an evil u muz work 4 it.2day i learn sumthg new.THE STRONG ONE LEAD, THE WEAK ONE FOLLOW. and yea…undenieable..i m the weak 1….i used 2 follow the strong 1…never get my own path.summore nit 2 rush my IT…..n its alot alot…freakin alot….n due tis friday..tis is the 1st time feel stress 4 my study after livin in tis world 4 almost 18 years….SAM is nt a game….is 4 those who wan 2 suicide pre-U program….feel like givin up all i doin nw….but i got no choice…i hv 2 continue….even nex year no U accept me..i will still here…..if let me chose again…i will never b here….never…..i nit REST…seriously…

t!me p@st~Gr0w!n uP

Thursday, June 8th, 2006

NO~~i dun wan 2 go bec 2 kl life although in kb is quite boring.i enjoy my life here without thinkin of exam n assignment.i never tot tat 2 week pass so fast.2moro i goin bec 2 kl n mon start class d n i sure all the assignment n exam are waiting 4 me!!!is there ani life tat dunit 2 study n get money n sleep n eat?yaya..i noe the ans is no..of course.n 2day i go out yam cha v ai hoon n yee may but jz talk v yee may mayb half n hours den spend abt 1 n half hours v ai hoon.i jz den realise tat time past damn fast.still remeber laz year tis moment everyone were shakin n scare abt spm.but nw we all hv done it n nw all of us hv make our own decision which path v wanted 2 go.sum like me chose the college life n sum chose 2 stay in f6 n so far i didt heard ani of my frens workin.tis time com bec 2 kb rarely go out yam cha coz moz of my frens not here d.so miz the time v all went out yam cha 2gether n miz all my frens.dono wen v jz can all sit down 2gether yam cha n crabbing d.well..i guess is rite..i nw might b a big gal who nit 2 take care of myself.make my own decision n stay v my dream.feel like ani thg change wen u r growin up n leavin home~~being a big gal is enjoyable but speechless~~huh~totally speechless nw….i dun wan go bec kl…………..